Another thought-provoking post today from Franciscan Ponderings. I love his likening the healing power of Christ in the Eucharist to a poultice, quoting from the medieval The Epistle of Privy Counsel.
'Take good and gracious God, just as he is,
and without further ado
lay him on your sick self just as you are,
for all the world as if he were a poultice.
For touching God is eternal health.
You are touching his very being,
his own dear self, no more, no less.'
Thanks to the vagaries of the sacristy rota, I seem to have spent a fair amount of time over the last weeks counting out communion wafers - an activity which oddly enough, I find to be very calming and conducive to reflection.
When I left my previous church a few years ago, and went searching for a new 'home,' one of the first things I was looked for was a place where celebration of the Eucharist was central - weekly,if not daily. As this coincided with my journey into TheThird Order, where the Eucharist is the focus of our prayer and way of life, it became even more of an imperative. At least the field was narrowed - if I'd ever harboured thoughts of changing denomination, this was a staying point.
The heart of our prayer is the Eucharist, in which we share with other Christians the renewal of our union with our Lord and Saviour in his sacrifice, remembering his death and receiving his spiritual food.
- From the Principles of the Third Order, Society of St Francis
Already - as I began the slow process of personalising the order's rule to fit my circumstances - I could see it shaping my decisions and way of life. This is where the poultice image really speaks to me, I think. During the last months or so at Oldchurch, that limbo time where I withdrew from all that I'd been involved in in that community, piece by painful piece, both mentally and in actuality, the one straw I clung to, if you like, was Holy Communion. It was the one constant, a place where I could try, at least to simply 'be' with God. To let God draw out the poison. It's an apt analogy. Funnily enough, in some writing I did for 'Newchurch' I've likened them to a sticking plaster - a giant one; a reference to the space I've been given to just 'be' without too many (or any!) demands or expectations. A place where we embody the love of Christ. Well, most of the time, anyway! And yes, the Eucharist is celebrated.